“All that work has mattered, but it has also all led up to this, with me sitting in the room, and it looking at me from the place it resides.”

“What the hell is wrong with me?

I have seen visions of suns...three suns, rising and moving in turn. Right now we sit at the yellow. It looks like a normal, everyday thing, but that isn't right.”

““I have been wondering lately about what exactly I am doing with my time. I look upon all the things I have been doing, and I know that it must look like a complete collapse of a person, that I am falling and falling with no one to catch me.”

“When I was younger and well into my adulthood, I would take the train all over the city, and used to take the train to the campus where I studied. That feels like such a long time ago, even though it really hasn't been so long…”

“It was just one more stop on my way home. I went into the gas station, just looking to top off my tank. As I finished filling, I went to finish the payment and accidentally selected a car wash along with the purchase of gas…”